to ronnoc, thanks dude. a really nice point of view. i really love audio and music, which what i'm doing right now and working as a musician for like 15 years, but i also really want to explore the technicalities of a game, more on programming. thanks for the advise really.
to dominia: thanks too bro. but sadly, i don't understand most of the terms you mentioned. aahhh..that's what i'm kinda frustrated about. i can't help feel that i'm really behind and late to pursue this dream of mine. but this attitude i know will really not help me towards my goal. which is i'm trying to overcome.
btw, is there a programmer you know by email that you think can help me out? just trying my luck. hehe
to anyone who want to comment, feel free to do so.